objection

gosh you looked so handsome even from that seat behind you when you were fixing your collar not propping it up like expected but tucking it in and your bitten fingers funny and familiar now estranged smell of blue musk.

gosh you looked so handsome without even seeing your face because i don't need to to know what you look like when you're fidgety when you're shy

maybe i don't know you that well i didn't have the chance really but gosh you look so handsome in my brain it's hard to contain the feeling but it's my pride.

eh i was cruel but you deserved it.

now vicariously i want you

i miss you with my eyes

but i won't give in

no texts

no call

stop

no

no more

i miss you